Like what a despicable educator like you'd expected earlier, I SCREWED UP TODAY'S O LEVEL CHINESE PAPER. I got so frightened when my mind went blank when I was doing compo. I was so panicky that I wrote the answer on the wrong question sheet. And yes, unable to complete both papers is my conclusion.
What am I suppose to do now. Can somebody just knock on my mushroom head and tell me. This lil courage wouldn't be enough to make me move on, get over today's incident and continue as though nth has happened. I felt so bad for letting dad and Mdm Qi down. Cause Mdm Qi did so much for the class, and dad woke up esp earlier this morning just to drive me to school and give me some moral support.
I just told Darrall that :
I shed 2 hours of tears last fri,
I shed 1 hour of tears on saturday,
I shed 30mins of tears while talking to FJ ytd
& I shed 3hours of tears since the paper ends today.
Apart.From.This, I would like to thank the following people for giving me moral support & walk me through this difficult time :
You guys really rock man, I swear. Shane was the first to text me last fri, Ms Hazimah, Xiaoli Yanjuan & co. followed next. Serene was the first to offer me a hug when I almost burst to tears even before paper2 starts today. Yuling was the first to ignore me when I cry today. Xiaoli was the first to comfort me when I cry today. Weijie, Yanjuan Diana & Zijie were the first few to cheer me up today. Thanks everybody, love all.
NEXT, SHANE TAN. This is specially dedicated to you, bestfriend! This lil boy (Shane.) is so sweet that ants would probably refuse to leave him alone. As said earlier, he was the first to text me after reading Friday's post. As an English educated child, (Jak gang dang.) he tried his very best to understand what I'd posted earlier. He told me that he even took the initiative to check up every single word that I wrote in Chinese. I repeat, EVERY SINGLE WORD, WORD BY WORD. Thanks for everything, Shane. This is v sweet of you. I received your msg only when I woke up that night. And I was so touched that I cried after reading it. Loveee Shane manymnay!
